Monday, August 24, 2009

Getting There..

Hey,
So the youth festival is over, it was a great time! I really do wish it didn't have to have ended so soon. Chris cam and went, he's home this Sunday (6 days). So basically it's another week to go until he's home for good.. And I'm a little scared.. I'm so used to him not being here, it might be a little weird going back to normal. But of course i can't wait until Sunday comes. I don't care how weird it may be.. I just want him home.
School starts very soon! Less than 2 weeks i believe.. I'm very nervous for it to get here.. I still need to get a lot of things done before i go.. And I'm sure it will all be last minute. But.. there's no stopping it.. it's coming very fast. I just have to somehow prepare myself. Also.. Chris and i wont be going to the same school.. That also will be a big change that will take some getting used to.. I guess this September will be the most crazy start off to a year ever. A lot of new things.. some scary, maybe stressful at times.. But i will eventually have to get used to it..
Once i get everything i need for school.. know the route for getting there and getting home.. then i should be fine. I'm just the kind of person that needs to have everything ready before hand and to really know how everything is going happen.. and right now i have no clue! That makes me uneasy..
Anyway.. For right now I'm just waiting for this week to be over and for Chris to get home. Then i will really start thinking about school..
It's very true that as you get older.. things don't get easier.. They most certainly get harder.. But at the same time.. They get so much better. It's all so worth it when you think about it.
I'm actually very happy with the way my life is going right now.. I'm going to school for something i love! It's all paid for. I have the most amazing person in my life that helps me and makes me more happy than i ever could be! I have a job.. I have so much to be thankful for! So i guess I'm glad that i have the challenges that i do.. They will always make me stronger.

Until Next.
tori

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